The Leper (Written By J Mascis)

Embarrassed to be alive
Sit with my life, open wide
Your stare is forcing my face open
A leper crumbling, never joking
Who should I believe

Safest to wallow in my own esteem
Afraid, stick my neck out
Knowing the day has drawn

I'm a leper
Scared beyond this feeling
I dare to escape

A leper
Doomed to this
My life is chosen to rape

Embarrassed to be alive
Sit with my life open wide
Your stare is forcing my face open
A leper crumbling never joking
I'm a leper
Scared beyond this feeling
I dare to escape

I'm a leper
Leper
Leper

Sameday (Written By J Mascis)

I woke up suddenly you're the one I love
It's the sameday it's the sameday

I got pissed but it's God who gave me this
On the sameday it's the sameday

Better be grateful son
It's you who wanted my life
Here's what you asked for
Do your best don't mess with my life

Dreamed a picture sent to me
Couldn't hold it that was my life
It's sad, it's sad to know your colder
Piece together you and me
The gift means everything to my life
Be glad be glad that no one told you
Rain on now that was my life
Bring them where they ought to be
Make a pile and call it my life

Lock the door and hit the floor groan that was my life
Now look at everything it's beautiful that's my life

All a dream you can tell me what I mean
It's the sameday it's the sameday
Judgements off gotta go with my first though
On the sameday it's the sameday

Dreamed a picture sent to me
Couldn't hold it that was my life
It's sad, it's sad to know your colder
Piece together you and me
The gift means everything to my life
Be glad be glad that no one told you
Rain on now that was my life
Bring them where they ought to be
Make a pile and call it my life

Raisans (Written By J Mascis)

The lights exploded
She stood burning, in front of me
She ripped my heart out, and gave it to me
My eyes wouldn't open, cemented to her face
Have I begun a feeble chase

I'll be down, I'll be around
I'll be hanging where eventually you'll have to be
I'll just stare and hope you'll care
There's only everything standing in front of me

I know what you did to me
I know what you did was wrong
You're allowed to torture me
Wait a moment until I'm gone
I know you're the ticked, you gotta be
'Cause I let you be alone for long
Got to do something mean to me
Got to do something so I can't hang on

(You're Killing Me)
(You're Killing Me)
(You're Killing Me)
(You're Killing Me)
(You're Killing Me)

I'll be down, I'll be around
I'll be hanging where eventually you'll have to be
I'll just stare and hope you'll care
There's only everything standing in front of me

I'll be down, I'll be around
I'll be hanging where eventually you'll have to be
You're not mad, you're standing there
Now you've to decide the fate of my sanity

meaning

to love someone is to cry when thinking of his death
to die is to love when thinking that someone cries for you
to cry is to love and to die at the same time